Thursday, April 06, 2006

the very MeeeE

Now that i am somehow able to judge my influence over people and society as a whole by my words and actions and conject its consequences and preconsequences, it is my venture into the seemingly strange field of "knowing thyself", in search of knowing the very me. I hope you guys would help me bring myself a little close the being, the very me.
This Blog article ... not a bloggish one... will comprise of me mouthing off my expieriences to you..some of which are deliberate observation oriented changes and others are amongst a few cherishable though harsh facts that life summoned on me. .. The story goes ..

The story begins from the very day i started to prepare to get into the IITs .. yup this word is gonna haunt me for the rest of my life , couldnt make it at the first go .. tried desperatly the other time .. and damn me .. the results were equally horrifying .. that was the time i really believed .. that life's not as beautiful a lady as i had thought it to be .. failures were not something i was used to .. still managed to bear with it .. my grades at the entrance examinations were not all that cursable .. i was landed with a seat at DA_IICT .. which to be honest is a very good college .. a perfect example of malutilisation of very sustainable resources.. good is its infrastructure, faculty, course contents and the quality of life it assures you with, a student up here has infinitimus cherishable moments . Bad is, "the very me" and fellow mates who in some aspect or other are very close to "the very me". Togeather we flauntly put up something we all should be ashamed of. ..()..

"The very me" has an unfamiliar but enormously influential ability to change every thing thats considered to be beneficial to us into something ill fated. For the sake of placing precedences lets talk about the peer web facilities. We DA_IICTians can easily boast of having access to the best peer web in the country. To guys all fed up with acads, nothing could be better than a resource having a few thousand gigabytes of movies, games and yes, PORN. In recent days we all have witnessed ourself taking part actively in this peer downloading and uploading process and believe me, there isnt much harm in it.

But just to give it a parallel thought, what are we actually achieving? Doing this we kill a substantial part of our bandwidth, which reduces the netspeed in return. An indirect consequence of this facility is that students have started downloading data from the net and put it to the disposal of the peer services. Most of it been done illegally, we hack, bypass proxies, connect to servers in france and germany for the sake and good of what? absolutely nothing. "The very me" knowing that the road hees walking on has a dead end mark, chooses to continue doing so.